expect @time

Today.. I am already twenty one - more. What should I call myself? Teenage or adult?.  Things i'd love to explore di scope usia² gw saat ini, gw suka denger orang bercerita dan berusaha memahaminya. By those conversation, gw bisa tau jalan pikiran mereka, pola pikir, serta cara mereka memecahkan any problems they were on, begitu pula menilai seberapa expectasi mereka menghargai sebuah waktu.

Waktu, tidak akan pernah berjalan mundur, tidak akan pernah dapat dihentikan, dan tidak ( pasti ) dapat di prediksikan kapan akan terhenti abadi. Maintain setiap waktu kita sebaik yg kita bisa, we live for today, fight for tomorrow, and lets guide past as a great teacher on our step move on.

ps : Every 60 seconds u spend being upset, is a minute of happiness you'll Never get back . Lets traits time as well as, Dude :)

lyric(s)

when i talked about myself. there're so many things i'd loved to do. i'd loved do writing ( the things that i'd loved mosttt). singing (even there'll disturb somebodies ear's :p). music music music ( one good thing about music; when it hits you, you feel no pain! yay! ). travelling. arts (anythings about draw. i'll be apart ). moonlight. sunshine. being story teller .  and lyrics! (this the most incredible things that i'd love to read and describe). dan on this post, there will be some(s) of lyrics which contain of fabulous inside :). guess, sometimes word can be enough to show what you feel inside.

*last, rumus  : 

music + lyrics + (some) time alone = heaven ! 
(onmyopinion, actually. haha!)

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I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven 
(Ur guardian angel - Red jumpsuit app)




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Turn around, turn around
And fix your eye in my direction
So there is a connection

I can't speak, I can't make a sound
To somehow capture your attention
I'm staring at perfection

Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are

You call me a stranger, you say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broken, abandoned, you are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

I'm confident, but I can't pretend
I wasn't terrified to meet you
I knew you could see right through me 
(stranger - 2ndhand serenade)

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It's just like him
To wander off in the evergreen park
Slowly searching
For any sign of the ones he used to love
He says he's got nothing left to live for
(He says he's got nothing left)
And this time I think you'll know

You're not alone
There is more to this I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell (saosin - ure not alone )




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A second, a minute, an hour, a day goes by
I'm hopin' just to be by your side
I'm turnin' the handle, it won't open
Don't make me wait 'cause right now I need your smile
Knock, knock

When life had locked me out I turned to you
So open the door
'Cause you're all I need right now, it's true
Nothin' works like you

Little louder, little louder
Little louder knockin'
Little louder, little louder (knock knock - lenka )


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... But thoughts progress
Think it up forever
My mind tells me maybe, maybe
I wish I could drive away to the sunset
Back to the day that we first met
Only believe the things I wrote
I'll put it in a note, yeah
Cross my t's and dot my i's
Better say hello
Didn't say goodbye
I'll write 'Sincerely yours" and sign my name
P.S. I love you
Forever and today ( PS I love u - all american reject )




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Mr. Curious...
Come back to me
I'm a mr. waiting on and never patient can't you see
That I'm the same the way you left me, left me
In a hurry to spell check me
And I'm underlined already in envy green
And pencil red
And I've forgotten what you've said
Will you stop working for the dead and return
A mr. curious well I need some inspiration
It's my birthday and I cannot find no cause for celebration
The scenario is grave but I'll be braver when you save me
From this situation laden with hearsay, oh!
( mr.curiousity - J.Mraz)


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It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you knowI love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way  
( noth last forever - maroon5 )


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It's hard to say that I was wrong
It's hard to say I miss you
Since you've been gone it's not the same

It's hard to say I held my tongue
It's hard to say if only
Since you've been gone it's not the same

Worse than the fear it's the lie you told a thousand times before
Worse than the fear it's the knife
And it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by, and I cried  ( Hard to say - The used )




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It was the first snow of the season
i can almost see you breathin
in the middle of that empty street

Sometimes i still see myself
in that lonesome bedroom
playin my guitar
and singing songs of hope
for a better future

life is
only
as good as the memories we make
and i'm taking back what belongs to me
polaroids of classrooms unattended
these relics of remembrence
are just like shipwrecks
only theyre gone faster
than the smell after it rains.. 
( so long astoria - The Ataris )




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and the last things about my self was.... i'd love to got a conclusion of the things that i'd love to do. all the lyrics above i got means : Don't fear what you might possibly lose and just enjoy the time you have with what you got. :)

lyrics officially closed.






Regrd's .


Septy. m :)

random! ;)

ada 10 cara utk mngetahui apakah km jth cinta pd seseorg

1. Kamu berbicara dgn dia sampai larut malam dan masih trs memikirkan dia ketika kamu akan pergi tidur

2. Kamu jalan sangat perlahan ketika kamu bersamanya

3. Kamu selalu merasa tdk nyaman ketika dia jauh

4. Kamu tersenyum ketika mendengar suaranya

6. Dia adalah segalanya dari apa yg kamu fikirkan

7. Kamu tersenyum setiap melihatnya

8. Ada seseorg dalam fikiranmu ketika kamu membaca ini

9. Kamu terlalu sibuk memikirkan ttg org tersebut sampai² tdk menyadari kl no.5 itu tdk ada

10. Setelah kamu cek kalo memang benar tdk ada, kamu tertawa perlahan sendiri.

haha definitely correct?? :p

we came, we saw, we tried, live it UP !

pernah ngerasa we need somebody beside? to support, to advice, to share, spare laugh, sorrow or even stories? . actually the only one answr will describe "yes" !. somebody comes apart bisa sebagai keluarga, sahabat, pacar, maupun temen. kadang banyak hal yang membuat kita jadi unconfident buat ngelakuin move step masing².  and at last, we choose somebody yang bisa diandalkan buat guide kita nentuin suatu keputusan, antara sadar-ga-sadar ini gejala² yg bisa bikin kita addict to share loh..  Its not quitely bad happen sih,  but its probably make us be depend to other (on my opinion ).   and worst! i was one of those catogory. phew! :'')

every human being pastilah pernah ketemu satu titik dmn merasa "lost of their confidence-sense".  Padahal sebenarnya, rasa percaya diri itu most needed utk every space we want to move yah.  Kadar pecaya diri msg² org itu beda-beda, dan bahkan bisa muncul secara mendadak  atau emg udah secara paket lahiriah si confidence uda nemplok di beberapa org. lol..  Sama hal nya dgn saya!!.  gue masuk ke dalam tipikal orang yg dinilai percaya diri (random dr penilaian org² terdeket gw),  but on me? gue ngerasa sangat² pesimistik ngejalanin tantangan idup (suddenly meleot nulisnya. haaha).  Satu faktor yg paling bebel di diri kebanyakan org ttg kasus ini yaitu emotion (well, gw salah satunya),  kadang emosi gue yg doyan bgt fluktuatif naik-turun, bikin mood gue berantakan.  Bcs, when there's a way to hide my feeling, I prefer to do that.  Naaah disini nih biasanya gw lebih condong nyembah jalan simple, suka gue jalanin, ga suka gue tinggalin!

Tick tock* those was probably wrong guys! jgn ditiru!

don't let anger control yourself. it will make you fall often. Kobarkan semangat, optimiskan langkah. majuu! (ini aga berlebihan) :p .  seperti The best advice that my dad ever told me: 
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"be the best in what you do, do something you really like.  
As far as u're concerned, that’s success key"
.

 intisari dr quotes si bapak itulah yg bikin gue melek lebarr ''O___O.   jalanin segala hal yg kita suka sebaik mungkin,  bukan berarti hal yg bikin kita antipati di usir gt aja.  Buut.. jadiin hal² phobia itu jadi supported utk wujudin priority kita :).   be the best in what we do, and be great in what we should do!.   from good to be best, best to be great. and great to be greatest!

kadang support dr sekitar ga selalu just-in-time ada loh.. maka dari itu, ayo terus belajar memotivasi diri sendiri. simple kok .  karena big success factor that we may achieved is a support come from our self!   berhentilah depend ke orang² sesering mungkin.  berhentilah ngerasa minder, pesimis, ato iri sm hasil yg orang lain raih.   hello! it's such a waste of time if you keep spending your life just for envying someone else's life, guys!

If you want to make your dreams come true, the first thing you have to do is WAKE UP,  cause life is about how you make your short time worth it, people!

Enjoy what you've got. Appreciate what u have. 
Don't be too hard on urself when u don't do well. 
Just relax and enjoy it. :')

Love,

septy m.

facing everyday by smile :)

Dear God, 

guide me to live each day. 

Show me whn I'm wrong. 

Forgive wht I've been and order wht I shall be and do. amiin

 

everytime the sun rises,

another story begins...

      I love you & thank you , GOD !

b i s m i l l a h :)

yellow raccoon

#septy 16101988

result : You are Yellow Raccoon

check these out:  http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com/  :) 

sanguine tolds..

What is your Temperament? and gees! my  result was ..

Sanguine desc :

You sparkle. There is something about you that is lovable and fun. You are a people-person and people are drawn to you. You are lighthearted and carefree. You are a born storyteller, everyone ...knows that when you start a conversation with "You'll never guess what happened..." they are in for a good story. You have a good sense of humour and a memory for colour. You feel things passionately and you are very demonstrative of your feelings. You have a natural curiosity and a wide-eyed innocence that is charming. You have a changeable disposition but a sincere heart. Whatever is happening now is the most important thing and whoever is in the room is your favourite person - and you are theirs. Extrovert: The People Person..

i loved and used to be sanguine person :))

kehebohan 7 oktaf! :)

holla!

mgkn posting gw kali ini akan berbentuk short-telling-post 

bkn soal puisi ato corat coret e-a-e-o ky biasanya

ya, gue akan sedikit mengulas

gimana gimananya kampus gue (yg skrg).

mulai dari matkul.

alhamdulillah udah masuk semester 8 :)

berati tinggal 1 semester lg gue bertahan hidup disini

mengkomsumsi mata kuliah2 akuntansi dewa

semoga kadar otak kanan-kiri gue akan tetap ballance kelak (amin)

kalian tahu?

dulu gue ngerasa gambling buat bisa iklas pindah campuss
ekstensi menjauh dr depok, dan berputar ke kuningan

byk pertimbangan ini-itu-ono-anu

tapi,

time by time,

semuaa SIRNA! *gue harap gue dlm keadaan sadar nulis ini :p

karena skrg gue jalanin semuanya gapake ribet

just do my own life, apa yg ada sekarang yah dijalanin maksimal

disyukuri dan di optimalisasikan! 

*glek! gue rasa gue abis mkn kacang dewa gokong, bs nulis ky gini

hari baru gue dimulai, dengan bertemu para mereka yg "super"

mereka! bertemu dgn teman2 baru yg super hebohh

bahkan, ketika kami berkumpul

mungkin suara 7 oktaf kami mampu pecahkan keheningan (haha)

really glad to know them of course !

entah , kepikiran buat ngeliatin wujud" nya mereka .

mereka semua sama dgn guee

komplotan pengejar gelar Sarjana Ekonomi *haha bebel lgsg otak!

dan satu kesamaan yg sgt kontras dari kami : ladur!

haha! kami bersuka cita dimanapun kami berada

jangan heran ada tawa menggelegar jika ada kami didalamny :p

at last, Love you all :)

haha! dadah !

hey, Mr curiosity !

angka kesatu dibulan ini,

satu tahun sudah,

ditemaninya tawa,

ditemaninya cerita.

dimana ada arah, disana ada pilihan.

dimana ada kesalahan, disana ada kesempatan.

dan aku pergi saat semua ada.

berpaling saat kau enggan berjuang akan kita.

lihatlah, aku ikhlaskan semua 

sudahlah, jangan lagi kau sesali nantinya
terimakasih untuk satu tahun yang terlewat

sampai jumpa untuk waktu-yang-tak terteka.

Pergilah gundah
Jauhkan resah
Lihat segalanya lebih dekat
Dan ‘kubisa menilai lebih bijaksana

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# S.M

my greatest man = my king heart :)

dia..

manusia TERhebat yang ku miliki.

tegap berpatri dihati. aku menjadi kebanggaannya,

dan kebanggaanku adalah dia.

kekap doanya selalu menyertaiku.

gagah setianya melindungiku.

jika aku jatuh, ia akan merangkul tegap kearahku.

jika aku rapuh, nasihatnya tegas mendidik langkahku

di wajahnya, ada hasil keringatnya sepanjang waktu.

ia, pemimpin sejati. tawanya mendatangkan haru.

meski jarang terlontar canda darinya

namun ialah komedian nomor satu dihatiku.

menyayanginya adalah kekal.

hatinya begitu berharga, tulusnya tak pernah putus.

ia adalah dambaanku, dambaan kelak keturunan-ku.

menyapanya “ayah”, adalah kehormatan.
mengabdi padanya adalah ketulusan.
darahnya di nadi, menuntun arahku.
berkata “aku anaknya!” adalah kalimat terdepan dalam kamusku.  

sayangi papa kalian selagi kalian mampu menggenggam tangannya 

dan menunjukkan 'akulah kebanggaanmu pah' :)

love you, my greatest man - mr. soeroso 

ur lil daughter's

*sm

be positive thoughts! :)

have you ever think :  

"if  i  were  he/ she/ they  or  whoever lah"

ngaku!

pasti penah kan?

walopun cm seupil kebesitnya, 

tp ada-saat-nya pernah mikir gt, i guess!
*seems i read ur mind, reader :p

if  i  were,

kalo gue dihadepin pertanyaan  
whose person/things u wish gonna be?

simply!

im gonna pick..

if i were an insane, i'd be butterfly

if i were a month, i'd be january

If i were a direction, i’d be north

If i were a profession, i'd be a writter!

if i were a human ( just an IF clause yah ), i'd be bunda theresa

and.. If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a melody

*haha ini mah bukan simply clause yah namanya? :p

reason(s) ?

if i were butterfly, i'd thank you Lord for giving me wings
;

if i were january, i'd start and stare every thing on my year, my best ever beginning!
;

if i were north, i'd be guide people to forward every lil thing to move on, not to see back, or even take a look beside just see the front of.
;

if i were a writter,  i'd did wrote all the written which donated my thinking, my logic, and heart. menjadi penulis yg mampu meng-arrange-secara-baik semua emosi dan explorasi yg bisa hasilin postive things efect buat pembacanya :). damned enjoy it!
;

if i were bunda theresa, YEA! how fantastic! hv a generally happy days, be a literally patient figure, donate many kindness things anywhere and for anywhom, be a best "lady" image ever, and hv a great love around.  amazed! :)
;

if i were a melody,  i used to be a melody for everyone who listen :). mampu menenangkan segala emosi dan menjaga stabilisasi rhytme mood yg-lepas-kendali :). seems cosmic thing yah? tp yah emg begini saya klo berhayal :)

tapi apa meaning semua itu di andai2kan?

haha! yg terpenting skrg bukan meaning atau tidaknya, sayang ..

justru seberapa efect dari pengandaian2 itu

mksdnya disini, gmn mereka2 mampu :  

to improved self, to be better, to be wise, and be greatest!

yg jelas..
skrg coba stir balik keandai2an itu dgn apa yg udah ada d diri msg2

means.. we have too many things inside here, readers

each of our strength inside, actually

let's explore n fix it :)

If I were a logic, I'd be a simply

If I were a facial expression, I’d be a smile

If I were an emotion, I’d be passion.

If I were a vision, I’d be optimism

yang  jelas, all i wanna do now and then :

I want to be when I grow up. I'm generally happy and easily entertained. My goal in life is to enjoy where I am, what I'm doing, and who I'm with... just enjoy life and be happy. It's too short not to love every moment.

ganbatte readers ! (*_*)/''

ayoo! move every lil' step of our life useful and meaningful, dear :)

*septy

:: hoping for a BIG HEART ::

WORDS COULD BE SO PRECIOUS WHICH CONTAINS MOTIVATES  AND INSPIRE  :)

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        don't cry for your past,  learn from it and try to be someone better !

Losers quit when they're fail. but Winners fail until they're succeed

simplest  things are what matters the greatest

            
              what happens when he's your prince, but you're not his cinderella?


God doesn't make a 'Reset' button for your life cause He wants you to think twice before you do something

no one ever gets tired of loving,but everyone gets tired of  : waiting,assuming,hearing promises,saying sorry and all the hurting

                        Save the best for the last and the right one

LiFE never asks you what you want, it's just gonna have its way. Sometimes it doesn't  GIVE LIKE IT TAKES

Stop being procrastinator. Do it now or you will regret then!

           
Maturity, we couldn't see it only by the age

LIfe isn't only about up and down, life is about how you scroll it and make it up and down

I used to say, “I sure hope things will change.”  Then I learned that the only way things are going to change for me is when I change.

  Show to the world, that you are a big thing and you are proud to be who you are

         

God doesn't give 'fast forward' or 'skip'  buttons on your life. cause He wants you to enjoy every second that you have

my  mind tells me to give up,  but my heart wont let me.

                         

 Loving you was my  FAVORITE MISTAKE

I wont erase you. I just wanna close your ‘page’ and write on the blank page

All stories TEACH us something, and  Promise us something, whether they're true or invented, legend or fact. 

It’s amazing how much you can get done when you have a simple purpose guiding your life

Who you are is up to you.  Never, ever give them the power to define you.

Sometimes we don’t get what we want,  we get what we’re supposed to have.  Fair enough? :)

Sometimes there's nothing to say. Sometimes silence expresses more than words

Where there is will there is God to help you.:)

life is about how you make your short time worth it

                                 Do not ask God to guide your footsteps,  if your not willing to move your feet.




Someday,  someone might come to your life and love you the way you've always wanted.

If you are not part of the cure,  then you are part of the problem.


Birds sing after a storm; why shouldn't we? 




i don't really know who you are. But I know who I am exactly and I know what I feel.


Everything we hear is an opinion, not a fact. 

Everything we see is a perspective, not the truth.




Hidup itu suka duka bukan suka suka




LiFE is Everything – Live it up

any guy can love a thousand girls. But it takes a gentleman to love 1 woman in thousand ways.

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done :) . and see how does those words gv some or even just a bit effect on you, readers? .. for me? actually all i wanna simply out shouted refers : being proud however we are, cause we were born to ever shine on after! :)

last, my big thx for any of  -unknown creater's of these stealing QUOTES.

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( fyi : the most word i had love the most was the last sentece i shared  #any guy can love a thousand girls. But it takes a gentleman to love 1 woman in thousand ways. )

*warm pleasure

- septy's -